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Thoughts 1/03/2006 January 3, 2006

Posted by Kelsey Martineau in Psychology.
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Well, the new year, finally. How exciting, I must say. Now I have to deal with accidentally putting 2005 on everything until at least June. Yep, so much fun. Work starts back Thursday for me. So fun. I’m just so excited about everything in my life lately. Ok if you can’t tell, that’s sarcasm. It’s not true. Kelsey’s life once seemed so exciting, but lately it has come to a standstill. Why I wonder? I have no clue. I watch my friends come in and out of my life. Where do they go I wonder? Maybe there’s some type of room labeled the “missing friend room,” and when I haven’t heard from them in a couple of weeks, I could go there and find them?

Have you ever stopped and thought about how far you would go, for something you believe in? Where do we “draw the line?” I don’t know if that makes sense reading it, but think about it. To what extremes are you willing to take, to fight for what you want, or even need? That’s such a stereotypical Kelsey question isn’t it? I’m sick of those. What’s his deal anyway?

Ok so why are memories so much more enjoyable much later? Does that make sense? I’m listening to a song right now, and it reminds me of the summer of 2005. The summer of 2005 wasn’t horrible for me, but it wasn’t the best either. I would give it a 6 out of 10 on my summer scale. No I don’t have one of those for real, I just made it up. But really, I’m listening to something that reminds me of when Jonathan, Jill, Lindsay, and I were hanging out. At times I didn’t think it was a pleasant experience. But you see, now I listen to the song, and it’s cool. I am reminded of that situation, but it doesn’t bother me. I don’t feel sad or mad, or any of the emotions I felt at the time. I look on it with fond memories, not necessarily because I miss it though. Believe me I’m glad all that is over, but because I guess it had an impact on my life.

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