You know I just realized how much we really experience in life. I hear songs, that remind me of the past. It doesn’t seem like that far back sometimes, but usually it’s years back. It really is amazing to me. I look at all the people that have walked in and out of my life. Some were absolutely awesome, but they come in and out, and who knows where they go? Why is this? We aren’t meant to understand. Or maybe none of this stuff is as complicated as I make it? Maybe I over-dramatize things? I would like to say that isn’t the case, but maybe it is? I don’t know anymore. I just don’t know what to believe. I’ll tell you another funny thing about our past, and that’s that it repeats itself. You can say this isn’t the case, but it is. History definitely repeats itself. I’ve experienced it at least a dozen times, and it isn’t necessarily making mistakes over, but it’s just the irony of situations. Life is full of irony though, isn’t it?

Our society is changing. I noticed that tonight. I was in a restaurant, and looked around, and half the people had a wireless headset on for their cell phones. I was thinking, “dang I feel like I’m seeing a futuristic movie,” I don’t really remember that much as a kid, but I remember things beeing so much different than it is now. People seemed more real back then. Maybe it was just the fact that I was a kid, who knows? I just grow tired of society as a whole, and how we’re “supposed” to act, opposed to how we “want” to act, does that make sense? It’s like one of my friends said on a group blog that we post on. He talked about how great it would be to punch someone in the face and tell him how you really feel about them. There are definitely times that I would love to do that.